No day but today

2009-10-25T19:56:00.000-07:00

My very last post from this blog. (I think :p)

BUT follow my new even more cool blog: www.bacardiissocheaphere.tumblr.com!! POR FAVOR!

Another 3.

2009-10-25T15:22:00.000-07:00

Orkaaaaaiiiij.

Så skete det igen.
Bare endnu vildere.
På en natklub.
Ikke nær så fulde.
MANGE flere mennesker.
Og mindst langt sjovere end sidste gang, og sidste gang igen.
GRACIAS!! (:

Og det fedeste er at jeg er 100 pro-fucking-cent LIGEGLAD med at den tanke der fløj igennem (i hvert fald alle pigernes hoveder var:) "Hold da kæft, en M E G A SLUT!"

Danlish

2009-10-25T15:09:00.000-07:00

Okay, guys I have an announcment to make!

First of all, I just wanna say SORRY!

I am probably not gonna be posting in english anymore. BECAUSE I figured out that the danish grammar is very similiar to the english grammar. And so, Google Translate is the peeeeerfeeeect tool avilable for you to continue reading my blog! (:

Super, huh?

I never told you..

2009-10-21T06:25:00.000-07:00

Jeg vågnede op klokken 3:00 om natten med den her ekstremt underlige følelse liggende over mig som et tungt ubærligt tæppe. Jeg kan slet ikke forklare hvad det var.

(Jeg ved at alle jer der gider tage jer tid til overhovedet at læse den her blog, slet ikke snakker dansk. Undskyld. Jeg magtede simpelthen bare ikke at skrive alt det her på engelsk. Jeg kunne ganske ikke finde de rigtige ord.)

Well, tilbage til det egentlig emne. Jeg kunne ikke falde i søvn igen, jeg havde ikke engang lyst til at tage min bog og begynde at læse. Jeg lå bare og tænkte, tænkte på alt det jeg aldrig nogensinde har fået sagt til de mennesker jeg holder af og som betyder noget for mig. Jeg aldrig nogensinde fået sagt tak til de mennesker der forandrede mit liv, de mennesker der har gjort mig til den jeg er idag.

Så et eller andet sted er det her Post dedikeret til dem.

Lige nu sidder jeg så med den her følelse at jeg burde takke mine forældre. Takke dem for at have givet mig opbakning både psykisk og økonomisk til at tage beslutningen om at tage til Mexico. Det var Mexico der fik mig til at åbne øjnene og se hvor fanden det er jeg står henne i mit liv! Jeg bliver nødt til at finde ud af hvad det er jeg vil, hvor jeg vil hen med mit liv?

Det der har været aller mest ægte for mig i de sidste 7 år har været musik. Det har været ekstremt åndssvagt og fucked up! Men alligevel gav jeg aldrig op? Jeg blev ved med at synge, ved med at kæmpe for at nå målet. For at nå det mål jeg aldrig nogensinde vil nå. Perfection.

Et eller andet sted tror jeg godt jeg ved at det mest rigtige for mig at blive noget inde for musikken. Det er trods alt den eneste ting jeg aldrig opgav.

Half the way.

2009-10-20T16:48:00.000-07:00

Next Friday is the 23th of October.

That means I have been here in Mexico for exactly 3 months. The polish guys from my spanish classes are having a party that day. I really wanna go and have my own private celebration. Kinda lame, I know! But whatsoever, I still think its a weird thought.. Now I have around.. 4 months left here in this super cool country. Im gonna miss my life here a lot. I feel like I have been living this mexican life for a very very long time. I feel like the danish life existed somewhere hidden in the past. Its gonna be weird to just, go back to being what I was before. Its not possible. Mexico has changed me. Im not the same.

Classic!

2009-10-20T16:31:00.000-07:00

Its time for me to admit that I literrally suuuck at using this blog stuff. And one more time, Im gonna try to change, I wanna write more in here.

So why not start with the boring details of my love life? Well, here we go, today in school I realized I have this crush on a guy. I've known him for some time, and today I just randomly bumbed into him on my way to Computer class. And suprisingly enough I said Hi to him, and the best thing was that when he realized it was me he smiled, one of those big "Im-happy-to-see-you" smiles.

Later on I met him again in school and spoke some more with him, just boring stupid normal questions, but there was more to it than just that.

So, in my way home in the car, it suddenly came to my mind that I might have a crush on him!

BUUT! - Thats not all! 'cause there is a dramatic happening as well! I was speaking with one of my very good friends from denmark, and the conversation looked pretty much like this:

(A lot of bla bla bla before it came to this point.)

Camilla: Soo, boy! How is it going with the girls? Any girlfriend yet?

HIM: Im waiting for you goddammit!

Camilla: haha.

Camilla: that was a joke right?

HIM: No, actually it was not.

Shit!?!?!?!

And now we are married. Check Facebook. P a t h e t i c !

Changes

2009-10-11T19:55:00.000-07:00

We all reach a point in our lifes where we want changes. I think I just reached that point.

So here we go, Im getting fat, and Im blaming the mexican food and the mexican way of living. But well, Im the one eating those tacos and sandwhiches, so I should really be blaming myself.

So! I just had my 2 last sandwhiches! Im going to take one day after another, just like drug addicts does in rehab. Now thats the way to get through an addiction! So tomorrow is going to be the start of my new life! God, that sounds so absolutely pathetic!

Whatsoever it will be killerhard but I hope it will also turn out to be worth it! I will try to make "More" proud by not drinking any cokes from now on. Only water and healthy juice stuff. Im gonna miss the funny bubbles.

I want to start eating breakfast. I was told that if you want to start a healthy life, you should eat breakfast. Healthy shit, like.. All Bran! (Without chocolate. ): )

But the thing about All Bran is, that five minutes after you mixed it with milk, the flakes are totally soaked by the milk. And.. it becomes a weird gross brown substance that you really do not want to eat! I have to eat it fast.

Today I saw El Estudiante with the choir. Uhm.. I did'nt get half of it 'cause it was in spanish, so, I kinda felt like it was a waste of time, and a waste of 25 kr. Well, mom and dad are the ones paying. Oh, speaking of which! Im spending to much money, and my ass is gonna get kicked bigtime by my parents when I come home. I hope I find a really good and well payed job, or else Im screwed!

What a fucking lame feeling.

2009-09-19T09:49:00.000-07:00

Im sitting here in Mexico, on the other site of the world, while one of my absolutely best friends is getting married back in Denmark. I would give away my left leg to be with her back in Denmark right now.

I want to delete all my posts. I read them al yesterday and I realized that its all bullshit. So, bye bye posts, and hello new even more bullshit'ish posts. Pathetic.

Besides the fact that I am sick, Im a mess mentally as well. Fucking fuck. Well, my saturday! I want to go out and get so wasted, just to forget all the crap that Im pulling myself through. 'Cause yes, Im the one to blame for all of it! But, if I consider the hangover that will be my death tomorrow, then I think I choose to stay home, or at least not drink anything that contains alcohol. My head feels like it wants to explode, no kidding.

Im going back to bed, to somehow get the fog of my brain so I can think clearly.