Im sitting here in Mexico, on the other site of the world, while one of my absolutely best friends is getting married back in Denmark. I would give away my left leg to be with her back in Denmark right now.
I want to delete all my posts. I read them al yesterday and I realized that its all bullshit. So, bye bye posts, and hello new even more bullshit'ish posts. Pathetic.
Besides the fact that I am sick, Im a mess mentally as well. Fucking fuck. Well, my saturday! I want to go out and get so wasted, just to forget all the crap that Im pulling myself through. 'Cause yes, Im the one to blame for all of it! But, if I consider the hangover that will be my death tomorrow, then I think I choose to stay home, or at least not drink anything that contains alcohol. My head feels like it wants to explode, no kidding.
Im going back to bed, to somehow get the fog of my brain so I can think clearly.
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